and ajc actually made me realise something- i miss stuff like school spirit and class spirit. never thought i'd say this, but the stupid things they make you do in school to (supposedly) build up camaraderie, they actually do make you feel a sense of being part of something, a feeling you never really miss till it's taken away by entrance into tertiary institutions that emphasize individualism (which i supposed is still nothing compared to the western countries). on hindsight, i feel isn't something that should be taken for granted.

someone once told me that hindsight really sucks. i totally agree.

hmm.. perhaps this sentiment just stems from the fact that i really miss the people i consider my closest friends terribly as they've all been pretty busy with jc stuff or are studying overseas so i hardly see them or get a chance to talk to them.