stayed for emath extra lesson after school today and in the last 5 minutes while everyone was wondering how to do the last question i was still stuck on question 3, how pathetic is that?

then, just out of the blue i just wanted to forget every single thing and just curl up and cry. it's like 'life sucks' just hit my right smack on the face in the middle of everything and it just sort of pushed me over the edge, i guess.

it's like all the tests and projects have been piling up and now they're all crashing down upon us. there are tests almost everyday now and to add to that, the teachers are trying to tie up all the project work and the syllubus and if we just complain a little about it, the teachers will tell you that this or that is not a major test or some other crappy reason like that and like that helps so much. so what, just cause it's not a major test we don't have to study for it?

also, i think my recent lack of sleep is finally starting to take a toll. it seems as if i've been snapping at almost anyone lately. even little things that wouldn't usually piss me off (like ling jun always making me repeat everything i say cause she's never listening or debbie being her usual bitchy self) annoys and irritates the hell out of me.

damnit, i even hate myself when i get this depressed.