got this off adi's blog:
�Why bother to think about the future when you are not even sure of the present. Careful of what you seek in the future, for if you should fail to achieve it, you might lose what you have in the present. So you lose both of what you already have and what you hoped to have. True that there is no guarantee that this may last you for eternity. But think of it this way. If you go with what you have now, at least you get that sense of happiness be it if it is just for a day. Some people would die for a day of peace!�

thoughts i was never able to put into words, perhaps.