"substandard is something that isnt to be contemplated about."

i gave a thought about this statement i made just for the previous statement, and then i realised that it was wrong. it is the bad things in life that brings out the beauty of the good things, it is the not so good things that gives value to the good things that we experience. hence without the bad, substandard, not-so-good, good and better has no value, everything is relative. rather, emotions and feelings are relative, there isnt elation without happiness, and there isnt happiness without sadness, there isnt surprises without monotony. the bad things brings out who we are, humans, sinful and imperfect. there isnt a way that we can escape from this fact. ok i shant start preaching now.

why should i fight for something thats not meant to be mine?

with that, i may sound like a follower, a person who succumbs to 'fate', or so they say "we fight for your own destinies, our own tomorrows" but who are we to fight for a tomorrow that doesnt even belong to us alone? who are we to claim time that we are unable to tame? could we order the sun to stop its setting, or stop the moon from doing its cycle?

they said that if i continued talkin this way, they might have to send me to an institute. for the confusing. problem is, i graduated from an institution, to be confusing.